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07 February 2009 @ 11:54 am
 
It just so happens that I need a place to rant, and oh what a surprise, I thought of Livejournal. It's the perfect place for such a procrastinator like me. I still have a crapload of homework to do, but fuck that. Life's too short to bury yourself in a pile of homework. It's like digging yourself into a hole filled with wet mud. Ew. Not something I want to do.

I'm still trying to find a Myspace layout. And yes, I'm still new to myspace. I've made several ones in the past, but once I got into the forums fandom, I just stopped using it for about 2 years now, and that's a LONG time to go on hiatus, if you can't tell. Since my anime addiction has paled in comparison to Kpop, I will have to go with a DBSK layout. And because I don't have photoshop and was never an artsy kind of person to start with, I am searching for one on google. Yes, I do live on google. And it seems to be of no avail. Great. More things for me to mope over this weekend. It just so happens that all of the layouts available all suck, in comparison to the ones I've seen. And I don't wanna make a fool of myself. I'm still thinking of a song to use too, and what to put on the other parts of my profile as well. I was never a social person to start with, so I don't expect much there. Still, I wouldn't be too embarrassed to say that I have a myspace, but with very few friends. It just so happens that I'm not interested in myspace or facebook or friendster like everyone else, so I really feel bad for myself. Actually, I'm thinking of using the song So Sick, no reason. Maybe it's because I kinda feel that way nowadays. The layouts aren't bad actually, just I'm too picky and self-conscious. I care a lot about what people think about me.

The more I like at the layouts, the more I feel that I suck. Maybe I should just grab a layout and get it over with. Then maybe when I'm better at HTML coding I can just change it. I don't know. But all the ones I'm seeing so far are better off by themselves; not with me. Even if they're good or whatever. I doubt I would find one that would be eye-catching to people, or impressive. I've gotta admit though, those are really bright and eye-catching. And the selection is very wideset, easy to browse through. But the layouts are ugly; and too plain.

I think I'll settle on one soon.